a plant to rule them all

I feel the need to talk about that, but I won’t mind if you scroll back to where you were. (meh, I would do that anyway)

Not so long ago, I broke up with my boyfriend. It has been 2 years and a half that I was with this cutie (with such beautiful eyes, seriously!) and even if it wasn’t perfect, those years were cool and great. We are still in good terms and I wish the best for him in the future.  (we decided, the two of us, to let things go before it gets ugly) That night, after he left, I was wondering what I would do with my life now. Because we decidedto break up doesn’t mean it wasn’t painfull. In fact, it hurt as fuck. I even said to my best friend that the last time I felt such pain was when my cousin died, and yet it wasn’t strong enough to compare…

But you know what? That guy stayed by my side. He didn’t try to make me feel like shit like any other guy would have done in the same place. He told me everything would be alright and that he still believed I was beautifull. Those words were the sweetest thing that I have heard. I mean, he used to tell me that a lot, but…I gave up hope to stay in good terms with someone in that kind of situation, even if I’m the kind to think there was a reason why I loved this person and that this reason is still existant. So, to hear that he wouldn’t deny or forget our feelings for each other…was the best thing I could have wished for this situation.

…sometimes, life is playing tricks over tricks and likes to be a living hell. You look at it and you feel like everything is plain black, and everyone else is having good times in their spotless-white-like life. And then, sometimes, you meet people that knows that nothing is perfect, and that you have to make the best of everything you have. I believe my ex was of the second kind…

So, girls, boys aren’t all shitty pervert that will crush you down after everything is over. Strangely enough, I regained hope in humanity after this break up, and I know there is more people like that in the world.

I wish he was the one, seriously…but I guess we did like pokemons and evolved for something better…?